Why is it so hard to find
The way i feel satisfied
I will never be what they wanted me to be
The pursuit of life wants me to be high

But i need you alive
You know i never lie
And i don't know why
I need to reach the sky

I did not realize you had such power
I'd rather see a mortician unavailable sour
At times that the dark's fading slowly
But it never sustains what is really lovely

You're crushing my heart
And that tears me apart
For an autumn daze grace that is not what i want
But love and death embraced, and we both are marked

And death is not the end
The heartagram makes us one
You can still stay here for a while
But utill the end i can't pretend i don't ascend i die
It's my time