Open your eyes look me dead in my soul
Open your mind you'll believe what I wrote
My eyes don't lie
Eight or nine times I done told
I done felt the weight of the world fall off of my shoulders
I done felt the girl I done promised proposing promoting emotions eroding
Solace only apropos
Mountains from molehills
I cannot go there
I made the most of enclosing my soul
I turned that alcoholic to a prophet of stone
I ain't in it for gold
I'm free but I'm lonely
I do not care if she want me
I done been blinded by eyes and desire for love
Shut it all out told that ho to shut up
Walls went up
Only see straight from above
Slightly irate cause I hate getting hugs
I done fell one time
Never meant to hurt anyone
Like a surgeon
I done put hearts on ice
I done lived two separate lives
I remember geeking alone on my birthday
Whole family knew I was fried
I ain't have friends to rely on
Turned that to spite made a hill I could die on
Truly alive only counting on me to survive on
If she wanna die that her life tell her fuck it
We ain't gon spill no tears in the bucket
Why your nails painted?
Face pierced?
Eyebrow razored?
Ho cause I love it
Why you so angry?
Face mangled in the mirror
Appearance crazy cause I done it
I don't see shapes I see colors
I don't feel rage or a sense of distaste
I've become it
I don't feel anxious
I feel gracious
I feel hunger
I don't feel pain
I feel safe when my wounds need a mother
It's fucked cause she in the other room doing something
I know I'm bugging
It ain't no drugs in my stomach
Not a substance in my system
I'm locked in the house
If I leave or I pop me a bean you gon see me in prison
Ape on his everyone that my eyes read enemies
I'm a villain
I'll become a myth just to frighten these children
Titans and glyphs or the Mayans inspired these hits
Maybe it's the life leaving from a fish
Or the scenes I done seen while my mind was in limbo
Sit back wait for the moon to crescendo
I hit the backstreets we fogged the window
I turn my back turn a wife to a widow
Stone
I put a bitch on the front street
All of my bitches got guns
I told that ho roll my blunt shit
I told that ho roll my blunt shit
I'm on my numb shit
I'm on my numb shit
I told that ho hold my lungs shit
Fuck
AHHHHH
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AHHHH
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I been making this history
Killing sprees
Ya ain't been watching me do it
I been up top told her don't look down
I been up top I just popped three now
I been up Imma jump right now
I been up top I cannot slow down
I been up top I cannot get down
I been up top I cannot get
I been up top I cannot get loud
I been up top how I'm not getting loud
I been up top I cannot slow down
I been up top motherfucker I'm down
I been up top I been smoking on huh
What you could say to me
What you could say to me
Look in my face ho what you could say to me
Fuck
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AHHHHHH
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