Shit man you don't even know the half bruh
And the shit I done been through bro
I ain't even wanna wake up sometimes bro
The shit I done took risks for and shit
Not getting much on the return of investment bruh
But seeing you keep going bro
Keep me going man
I be wanting to give up
But I ain't giving up
Keep going bro foot on the pedal type shit
Told you this shit got to personal
What else could I put in my verses?
Was hurting these women and snorting absurdities
Was acting reckless and was worth it
However interpreted
My regrets on the surface
I wrote this letter cause I learned
What else could you want from me?
This is real this this is honesty
Honest you don't want it told
Placed my honor in pockets with holes
Lived my life for another
I lost my goals
I lived my life in a slumber
Told her I'd give her some gold for her troubles
Holy I don't do thrones or the Rollies
I just dig moats build boats that could hold me
Lonely guess it's the life that I wanted
I can't throw stones from this rubble
I'm rich if this hunger was money
Fuck it
In love with the way these drugs love me
I get a buzz from the place that I was in
There's tuss in my stomach
Dxm might be my favorite substance
She don't like details but it's fun when she bugging
Tell me she don't fuck with my drug use
If she knew the beans I threw up or the bumps that I run through
She prolly wouldn't come to the jungle
Every time we fuck than it's fuck you
See her out the house leaving puddles
I been in the house cause they punish
Seeing my accounts low amounts looking rummaged
Let it sit for months cause I'm stuck
Let her fall in love with me
Cause breaking it up been my luck
It she taking drugs with me
Know it's cause I like coming up
Lights coming on
Sun coming up and my searching for righteousness ain't going on
I'm Peaking
Look to the moon for my reason
Look to these shrooms for a teacher
I look for the groom I could be in the future
And I see her beauty lose I don't need it
I love this music way more than biology's proof
So I only get through when I dream it
Wonder what I'm gonna do when I'm too old for you and I'm begging for solace and meaning
Guess we gon see