Uh
Barely alive
Sleep deprived
Waking up feeling like I got stones under my eyes
Once you view the light behind my eyelids
Just like LED arrays the way that they shining
No plan
I don't view assignments
Just if the times right
I'm just living my life
I been painting pictures since I was young
Destined for creativity but blocked my the sun
As a young boy
I did sketches of my dreams
Seems simple, what was so complex to me
Now I reflect on the light that once shone in my eyes
Took me a little while before I realise
The past steps you once took got you to where you are
Built for determination so I shot for the stars
And I landed on the moon what I'm painting now
Look out to the stars, phone torches in the crowd
Yeah
Moving steadily along he's too far gone
Looking back wondering where it all went wrong
Once you view the struggles that I had to prolong
To get to where I wanna be and able to make songs
Maybe you finally understand the hardships
And maybe you'll get why I shout out at how hard it is
Getting something right is never easy
If you didn't have these moments your art is less pleasing
Some of you would rather hear silence
They don't want to hear Adrenaln preaching non-violence
And promoting passion project and finding your career
They'd rather hear songs about being shanked in the rear
'Cause sex violence money cars and being rich sells
Singing bout ass, titties, drugs and killing as well
Only promoted one song on TikTok but it wasn't me
'Cause I would dedicated myself thats how I feel free
Wouldn't want one man owning all my rights
I don't want corporations taking over my life
But I fear it's already happened
How the fuck would I find work I just caught myself lacking
Maybe I should be unemployed and stick to rapping
So I locked myself in this room and adding strokes to the canvas
Strokes of paint to the canvas
It's ok, I'll keep painting on the canvas
He carried
The weight
Of the world
To the
It's ok, ah
Oh, It's ok
It's ok
You have to just stay away
From me
And my crew, ah
I'll leave the paint on the side
If you leave
I don't need ya
In my scene
You will see
Painting my dreams