Look Lloyd doesn't know what he's up against
This is nothing to me
My whole life is a lie
High to be alive
Down and ready to die
Okay with living a lie
High to be alive
Down and ready to die
Okay with living a lie
The thought of you keeps me awake at night yeah
Every time that I think about it I start to cry
I have visions so big
Yeah
Am I being selfish?
Too high to be alive
So down and ready to die
I'm so okay with living a lie
You were just cool with being my friend
And I wanted more
That's where the story ends
That's where the story ends?
You-you-you tell me your intentions and I'll be fine with everything
Yeah-yeah
Yeah-yeah
You-you-You tell everybody that we were nothing and it still gets to me
So unclear your intentions
Makes me wonder if there's something waiting for me
I got a brand new invention
It's too advanced for you to see
It's called being me
Too high to be alive
So down and ready to die
I'm so okay with living a lie
You were just cool with being my friend
And I wanted more
That's where the story ends
That's where the story ends?
I hope this is where our story ends
But I know it probably won't
Catch up
I hope you do well in your future ventures
But I kinda hope that you don't
I said there's only three things keeping me alive right now
It's my music my friends and my family
Going through some hard times right now
So I'm looking for the music to challenge me
Too high to be alive
So down and ready to die
I'm so okay with living a lie
You were just cool with being my friend
And I wanted more
That's where the story ends
That's where the story ends?
Too high to be alive
So down and ready to die
I'm so okay with living a lie
High to be alive
High to be alive
Down and ready to die
Okay with living a lie
High to be alive
Down and ready to die
Okay with living a lie