Clxxwn!
Death awaits
Oh shit BlkEmeraldz Lock in!
Licky on my tippy, hella trippy how I live (Aye)
Post another album and then watch myself decay (Aye)
Think I'll go outside today, the sun is kinda shy today
Boring in my movement, boring how I live my life today
Cold soup down my throat, 'cause I couldn't bother
Cold gloom out my window watchin' water spot you're
Never here for me when I'm at my worst
I exist for the people whom I've earned
Everyday I try my best, but it's not enough
Everyday I try to stop from ripping out my guts
Everyday seems the same with some new faces
Everyday that I fade makes me feel anxious
Everyday I think I'm better but I'm really not
Everyday I'm under pressure I'm stuck in a rot
Rots a cycle that evolves and never breaks
Rots the reason that I made Graveyard Gang
Rots the reason that I'm not one with my Saturn
I'm the reason that I rot, I am Saturn
Saturn looks me in my eyes, I have zero pride
When I look in the mirror I feel like I've died
Two people in a vessel that are opposites
But they cancel out each other, so results are this
I can't live I can't die, all I do is rot
I can't do what I want, why's it all for not?