Might just be the Grinch, 'cause I'll steal your heart like gifts
Then break it
All my vibes, I'm faking
Bouncing off you because I'm vacant
Wish I could've changed it, honestly
Wish I could've changed me
When I try I always start aching, hands feeling shaky
Panic from the trust, then I have to zip it up
To keep myself safe, to keep myself rot
(I don't know who I am anymore)
(I can't text or call but I'll try and I might)
(Just fucking get up)
(Dust myself off)
(Try so we can keep going)
Bring flowers with my soul to your doorstep
Spill my guts on the floor let me be sad
My life is a chore and that is that
I only want you more which means that
If I can't feel for me then I can't feel for you and it only hurts because I wanna love you
But I can't and I don't know why
(God I wish I could fucking cry, fuck)
Wish I could change the past
If I'm really kinda being brash
I've been backstabbed
By lovers and loved ones who've all lied alike all my life
(Fuck I might)
Be the Grinch 'cause I'll steal your heart like gifts the break it
No matter how pretty, how silly
How fucking lovely you are to me
We won't make it