Why the fuck do I feel like this?
When I'm livin' good but still feel like shit
Why the fuck can I not give into the happiness that's inside my head
Why the fuck do I isolate, 'til they hate my face, 'til they want me dead
Why the fuck am I so conscious but im so cautious that I can't live
Loneliness 'cause I hate myself, 'cause I hate it here 'cause I want me dead
Happiness when I feel it drip, when I feel it creep, when I lie in bed
No one left, when there's no one left I'll still be here and still be sad
Feels so good when it floods my stomach, when it carves my skin and it takes my hand
Lady loneliness, don't leave me here I need to feel like shit
Please just hold me longer, feelings wonder 'round inside my head
Don't deserve the lover of one better than your stone cold hands
Let the void consume me with the touch of yours I need, to live