Took a long hot shower in my childhood bathroom
Tryna' think like I used to then
After messing with my special nerve endings
I can see how things have changed
It's only scary if you let it be
Does it make you feel alive?
Does it make you feel alive?
Hey hey, look at me, a promising young person
Did I ever feel alive?
It's been a while since I felt my heartbeat beating
It's been a while since I've felt my age
& it took me while but I threw that shit away
I'm getting better everyday
Maybe a little more afraid
Did I ever feel alive?
Did I ever feel alive?
Hey hey, look at me I'm fucking up my future
But it makes me feel alive

Outro
What's the point of being alive
If not to bend the rules, a little?
All this time I wanted feelings,
But I ran I ran I ran
Did I ever feel alive?
Cos this makes me feel alive
And it makes me feel alive
It makes me feel alive"