Just because I'm paid don't mean I'm blessed, hey
Can't enjoy my fruit with all these chest pains
In my head 'bout you but that's just dead weight
Numbing myself out, focused on net gain but you were the best thing
Image of your face late at night, I'm stressing
You really did me like that, possessed me
Maybe I'm just unhealthily obsessing
I shut really shut it 'cause it isn't worth addressing
Uh, check please
On to the next thing
Ice cold heart moving forward, not a left wing
Know I'm worth a lot but I don't like flexing
I don't see the point of showing out on empty
A lot of extra pounds from around, collecting
Energy from everybody out there trynna get me
Should've known that putting out my heart would make it heavy
Really getting hard to walk, I'm dragging my Balenci's
Gotta watch what I'm stepping in
Don't wanna see the wrong door where they let me in
I was scared of that before but now I'm checking in
And when you see me up, don't want you checking in
Seeing through your lies, yeah right, huh, that's fake
If you had a choice, you wouldn't even meet me half way
When karma come around for you, yeah, tax paid
Yeah, tax paid
Just because I'm paid don't mean I'm blessed, hey
Can't enjoy my fruit with all these chest pains
In my head 'bout you but that's just dead weight
Numbing myself out, focused on net gain but you were the best thing
Image of your face late at night, I'm stressing
You really did me like that, possessed me
Maybe I'm just unhealthily obsessing
I shut really shut it 'cause it isn't worth addressing
Uh, check please
You really did me like that, possessed me
Maybe I'm just unhealthily obsessing
I shut really shut it 'cause it isn't worth addressing
Uh, check please