Ever since youngin', I was always one to play dumb
Never seen the point of showing people what you made of
Honestly, I only get to rappin' when the pain comes
It's been every day because this shit don't ever change up
Rappin' heavyweight until my soul become a wager
Tryna be myself, but all the people finna paint som'
I've been doin' numbers, but I'm seein' through the fake love
Closer with my family, 'cause I'm runnin' out of day ones
Try to stay inside, cause ain't no hidin' when the fame comes
I be gettin' high, hopin' I can get away from
Hell that's in disguise as the Earth that I done came from
I be in the sky, ain't comin' down, I'm finna take some
Think I found a balance, just enough so I still wake up
My baby started cryin', tellin' me that I'm in danger
Too in love to leave, no, she don't wanna be a stranger
Promise if I die, I'll still look up at you, my angel
Leavin' you with a pain in your chest
Sky and clouds gray, that's the gradient's best
Walkin' in the dark, slow with the babiest steps
Still got a heart, soul's what made the investment
Back when the DAW froze, God gave me a message
Didn't need a barcode, it was clear, no question
Devil loved what he saw when I made the impression
He done gave me a crown, then he made me a weapon
But I ain't 'bout to make a fake impact
Know our youth is all we gotta keep 'em intact
Ain't finna talk about no shit if I ain't live that
Just got some different personalities I mismatch
I know it's infinite realities, I switch fast
If only I'd have known the one I chose was this bad
Wonder how many of the better ones I skipped past
Been puttin' strains up on my neck like I got whiplash
But thinkin' 'bout it really worthless, had to ditch that
Reminiscing 'bout them days I used to skip class
2016, depressed, jammin' 6lack
I was scheming, always lookin' for a big bag
Took ten grams of the shrooms, don't forget that
Thought I died in that room, won't forget that
Saw mama cry at the tomb, won't forget that
Ever since youngin', I was always one to play dumb
Never seen the point of showing people what you made of
Honestly, I only get to rappin' when the pain comes
It's been every day because this shit don't ever change up
Rappin' heavyweight until my soul become a wager
Tryna be myself, but all the people finna paint som'
I've been doin' numbers, but I'm seein' through the fake love
Closer with my family, 'cause I'm runnin' out of day ones
Try to stay inside, cause ain't no hidin' when the fame comes
I be gettin' high, hopin' I can get away from
Hell that's in disguise as the Earth that I done came from
I be in the sky, ain't comin' down, I'm finna take some
Think I found a balance, just enough so I still wake up
My baby started cryin', tellin' me that I'm in danger
Too in love to leave, no, she don't wanna be a stranger
Promise if I die, I'll still look up at you, my angel