Still wasting every breath
my thoughts are left unkept
I can't just come to terms with this
It's every step

It's back and forth and forth again
It's back and forth and forth again
It's back and forth and forth again

I haven't since regressed
With this weight pulled from my chest
I haven't missed you yet

I know you won't admit
The well you pushed me in
Was safer than your skin
And I'm never going

Back and forth and forth again
Back and forth and forth again

Pull me in and push me down
It's so much safer underground
Your silence is my favorite sound
But I'm not listening