Alot has to be said just to get these thoughts off my head
Overthinking got me thinking how alot of things changed
Maybe how I almost had a pistol up on my head
My brother saved me instead
It got me thinking how we pass away and that's just the end
Commemoration and jubilation kube kuyaphela
It had me sad for a moment I had to talk to my girl
I had to empty my chest
Damn andiyazi bekutheni

I try to talk to God more often than I ever did
And I look for all these reasons of how I came to be
And why this life I live
Revelations of mistakes, but my soul to keep
I always wonder bout my little girl and how grown she is
Heard she spoke her first words and it got me wondering
How I missed her first steps how cruel her mother is
But at the same time her father's cowardly
Actions led to ommissioned contractions
Her life is special, I'm begging
Lord keep her under your wing

My promises know that I will be honoring
And I know lately I've been keeping some empty promises
But please know I regard you as priority