I'm tryna keep my head up through it all
Kinda like flat brims in the mall
Too much, puzzled, now I'm in a Saw
It's like I'm in a dream, I'm Olajuwon
And by now, really thought I'd have it all
Now I got less than I had in Fall
Thought my only risk was the drug involved
Damn, really gone and done evolved
Home invasion, violated, my creations, they been taken, they ain't mine
And now I'm wasted, gotta face it, getting baked, replay the same in my mind
Brain is pacing, maybe they been taken ways away, I pray I'm safe inside
Ain't no waking, ain't no sleeping, paranoid, they breaking in? Where to hide

I'm tryna hold it down, I keep on spiraling
It's all for better now but why am I not smiling
I'm stuck inside this house, I can't keep hiding
I miss her more and now my heart is broke, I'm dying

I'm not on my own, but inside
My god, I can't control all of these
Wild thoughts, they taking hold of me
My high thoughts, high thoughts
I'm not on my own, but inside
My god, I can't control all of these
Wild thoughts, they taking hold of me
My high thoughts, high thoughts

So depressed from regrets
I destress like reflex
Cigarettes, espresso
We b-minor, piano
Rebrand like D-Lo
We can't reach C-note
Those high ups like CeeLo
We side east, we keep low
When the feelings that I feel reside I'm taking time to find a piece of mind
Digging deep inside my denim tryna find a single dime, I don't
I keep in mind I like what's mine but I don't need it all, I know
I got the people keeping me from being things I said I won't

I'm tryna hold it down, I keep on spiraling
It's all for better now but why am I not smiling
I'm stuck inside this house, I can't keep hiding
I miss her more and now my heart is broke, I'm dying

I'm not on my own, but inside
My god, I can't control all of these
Wild thoughts, they taking hold of me
My high thoughts, high thoughts
I'm not on my own, but inside
My god, I can't control all of these
Wild thoughts, they taking hold of me
My high thoughts, high thoughts