Yeah tell me why I always feel like this

Distance, distance
Tendency to go missing, missing
But it's getting hard when I'm alone
That's just the art of moving on
Resisting, resisting
Memories I tried fixing, fixing
I delete your number from my phone
Feelings I never shoulda shown in me

I'm caught up, don't know where to go
Push away the people that I need the most, so
I've been spending my time
Just pretending I'm fine
Every night that I lie alone
Thinking what did I do to deserve this?
Somehow always end up feeling worthless, yeah
As if running's my purpose, I know
All I need's

Distance, distance
Tendency to go missing, missing
But it's getting hard when I'm alone
That's just the art of moving on
Resisting, resisting
Memories I tried fixing, fixing
I delete your number from my phone
Feelings I never shoulda shown in me

I can barely answer texts, hands paralyzed
It's more than just
Depressed, I'm terrified, that
I lost my care to try
And now I'm a slave to emotions
Can't fix all the pieces you've broken
These words that you speak cut me open, yeah
It's like I'm eroding from the
Pain that changed me

Distance, distance
Tendency to go missing, missing
But it's getting hard when I'm alone
That's just the art of moving on
Resisting, resisting
Memories I tried fixing, fixing
I delete your number from my phone
Feelings I never shoulda shown in me

Feelings I never shoulda shown