I'm crashing out for the 5th time
Cant stop myself from getting mad
Relapse then cross the line again
Looking at the videos I didn't even cry
Colored tablets on the nightstand been waiting for a ride
Been waiting for a miracle
Run your fingers through my hair
While I lay on top your lap
Watching movies on repeat
I'm sure
Only in our dreams
Its not a place to be

Don't say nothing
You can never admit
Passed out on the floor
Spill my tears right on your carpet
I call but you never pick it up
Don't be looking at me
I can never be her

Paint you as someone
I can't even tell
What you're feeling now
Always judging
But
Keep you in my memory

Don't be looking at me
I can never be her

I've been compounding every thought inside
Never wanna hear it cry
Serotonin makes me high
Never fully concentrate
People ask me how it's been
Only when it's desperate times
Guess it all just was a lie

Never been the one for romantics
I shut down every time
I hear you say
I love you
Well I can't say it back

Don't say nothing
You can never admit
Passed out on the floor
Spill my tears right on your carpet
I call but you never pick it up
Don't be looking at me
I can never be her

Paint you as someone
I can't even tell
What you're feeling now
Always judging
But
Keep you in my memory

Don't be looking at me
I can never be her