You're always finding different ways to break me down again
I've been stuck in hell where I can't heal these scars I have
You've cut me so deep inside
I'm talking to myself
God I'm so fucked up all the time

You're always finding different ways to break me down again
I've been stuck in hell where I can't heal these scars I have
You've cut me so deep inside
I'm talking to myself
God I'm so fucked up all the time

I'm so fucked up all the time
And I just wish that I had you here
Stopped in my tracks
Just like when you blind a deer
Losing all imagination
Getting old, yeah that's my fear

I'm so afraid of this
So I smoke my cannabis
Your love I miss
Your memory will not dismiss
Your touch was bliss
Now I sit in emptiness
So far from it
I'm drinking all the time I'm lit

Why
You're always asking why I haven't changed
Just ask me
Why
I'm always running from myself
I always wonder
Why
Depression got me by the throat
Crashing waves will sink this boat
You're wondering when you should go

You're always finding different ways to break me down again
I've been stuck in hell where I can't heal these scars I have
You've cut me so deep inside
I'm talking to myself
God I'm so fucked up all the time

You're always finding different ways to break me down again
I've been stuck in hell where I can't heal these scars I have
You've cut me so deep inside
I'm talking to myself
God I'm so fucked up all the time

Numb the pain and give me some novocain
Play my heart and treat it like it's a game
I promise that I'll let you win it all okay?
I can't cum unless I hear you say my name

My heroine
You're my heroine
Come and save me once again
I hate losing my best friend

You're always finding different ways to break me down again
I've been stuck in hell where I can't heal these scars I have
You've cut me so deep inside
I'm talking to myself
God I'm so fucked up all the time

You're always finding different ways to break me down again
I've been stuck in hell where I can't heal these scars I have
You've cut me so deep inside
I'm talking to myself
God I'm so fucked up all the time