Reiteration's needed on this socialising thing again
Cuz apparently your own god complex doesn't count as a friend
Feel I'm above you all, flying high like Peter Pan
Don't you see that my ambition's more than you could understand?

Perfected portraying the person you presume I am
Finesse the intricacies until you think I'm one of them
A cool kid; foolish to unspool your life in my hands
Do I come off like I'm here to stay? Sorry honey, change of plans

Trust issues forcing me into my isolation
Maybe you really care, but that is not a risk I'm taking
I'm colourblind to your flags, red and green reciprocating
Awareness and experience will never cease the hue erasion

Believe me when I say I've tried

Live off my lies
Yeah right, I hate goodbyes
And I don't make you cry
We're both doing just fine
Remember when I said you helped me thrive?
Guess what? That's right, I lied
Yeah I barely survived

Live off my lies
Yeah right, I hate goodbyes
Yeah I don't make you cry
We're both doing just fine
Remember when I said you helped me thrive?
Well I barely survived
That's right, barely survived

Here we go again, no rapport, I never learn
Just a platonic player, I'll play you til it hurts
Romanticising ever mental flaw of mine that you've heard
Cuz I know you didn't care until I pulled out the t word

Live off my lies
Yeah right, I hate goodbyes
Yeah I don't make you cry
Your tears don't make me smile
Gone are the days when I gave you my life
I'll stand above and thrive
Watch you barely survive