What if I just lay back in my bed don't ever get up
What if say nothing back and I don't keep my head up
What if close my eyes to sleep and I never wake up
Would anyone care
Would you even shed a tear
Somedays I look at the mirror
And I wish that I wasn't here
It tears me apart
Can't be happy on my own
Been there from the start
It won't pass it belongs
Cause I ain't good for nothing
I just make assumptions
I can't even find love
Day to day I'm stumbling
I'm sure you resent me
Sure what we have is empty
I'm sure none the good times
We have meant things
Baby please don't tempt me
My thoughts are like a semi
Neglectful I'm a deadbeat
Wish I was just dread free
But I think it's time I'm honest
My depression now is chronic
I can't drink another tonic
Tryin to drown the nonsense
But my mind is cluttered
Can't drive with no putter
Why you think this a joke
Tell me when I stuttered
Dante your ok you ain't depressed
You had things to get off your chest
Give it a day soon you'll be the best
Some days it's fine that you feel less
If you don't believe me why am I living
If the same energy now just ain't giving
Feel so depressed yet I feel so livid
Baby don't let me please don't let me give in
What if I just lay back in my bed don't ever get up
What if say nothing back and I don't keep my head up
What if close my eyes to sleep and I never wake up
What if I just lay back in my bed don't ever get up
What if say nothing back and I don't keep my head up
What if close my eyes to sleep and I never wake up
Tell me where to go
Feel like I've been on my own for so damn long
Have I even grown
Baby just hold me and don't let go
Holding on to the old me and I won't let go