Her name is Violet
But her hair is as red as a rose
cnd so is her face when she blushes
It's so inspiring
I never thought that we'd get this close
When I can't even feel what she touches

So far away
But at the same time she's right next to me
In my pocket at all times
By night or day
We greet one another with ecstasy
Even if tears streak our eyes

Never responded to my wall of text
Praying you're just offline and handling the doctor's new prescription (Doc-doc-doc-)
You're the only one I show the best of me
Now you've got me praying to a God that I have never seen
I sure hope He fits your description

cnd every day that passes with our hands out of reach
I get a little bit sadder, madder, gladder that I have you at all
I feel inside a beast I can't allow to unleash
But then again would it even really matter
(No)

Clarity
cmid the fog
Right and wrong
No longer blur together
I see it now
The stillness of your eyes
Is it finite
Or is it just (lag)

Three of us together
Besties, BFFs forever
Until you made no effort whatsoever
To break your habits, to finally sever
Problems we knew were there from the beginning
(Ignorant) Bliss you found in bringing
Rot and disease into innocent springtimes
Think I'm fine with it never being the same

I left my dignity at the bus stop
You know I'd keep it if you're worth my time and patience
You think that you're audacious
But you're just a flea on the back of a dog
cnd I don't know why I'm still thinking about you
When it's been a year since I've been around you
I thought my life would be harder without you
But now I just regret how I allowed you to rule my life

You tried to pin all the blame on our best friend
How could you be so prickish when I had trusted you
Guess they all were right, my online friends were destined to destroy my health
I'll make sure you're the exception and keep the friend who needs my help

I see the ceiling in the back of your photograph
Looks like the flowers in the back of my head
If I could block myself from tearing my stitches off and
Freewheeling fantasies, would we survive

Her name is Violet
But her hair is as dark as my screen
Last thing she said to me, wonder obsessively
Wouldn't you like to be free