What's a love song without the romance
(They call it soulless)
If I knew how to, I'd give true love a chance
(My future's hopeless)
I haven't really emoted since 20 fucking 17
And all my adult peers are down for anyone, including teens
I haven't found a boyfriend, no one's ever really wanted me
And that's not overdramatic, that's just pure honesty

I can't do anything, I can't do anything
I can't do anything if I don't fucking know how to feel

I didn't know love could ever be this lonely
I feel ashamed I don't need a special someone to hold me
I could go my whole life without a true love's kiss
That doesn't mean when I die, I won't have people I'll miss
I don't believe that a soulmate's waiting for me
I feel no weight in the truth that everybody has told me
I could go my whole life living in ignorant bliss
That doesn't mean when I die, I won't have people I'll miss

But will they miss me, will they miss me,
I hope that when I die I'm not alone cuz I don't fucking know how to feel

I'm like what I load into my recurve
My feelings don't lack and my heart isn't weaker
Pierced your mind cuz you won't stop being a speaker
Playing loud fucking tunes with a mindset that's meager
You say I need a legacy when I die
But deny me of what I need while I'm alive
Want me to shift perspectives to disregard mine
But humans come from different walks of life

I can't do anything, I can't do anything
I can't do anything if I don't fucking know how to feel

I didn't know love could ever be this lonely
I feel ashamed I don't need a special someone to hold me
I could go my whole life without a true love's kiss
That doesn't mean when I die, I won't have people I'll miss
I don't believe that a soulmate's waiting for me
I feel no weight in the truth that everybody has told me
I could go my whole life living in ignorant bliss
That doesn't mean when I die, I won't have people I'll miss

But will they miss me, will they miss me,
I hope that when I die I'm not alone cuz I don't fucking know how to feel

And I sometimes feel a yearning
Maybe I just haven't met the right one yet
As the sun sets, my heart is still burning
Cuz there's a hole I cannot fill with my friends
I've been on a journey of self discovery
The peaks and the valleys, and I'm still recovering
But I know in the end that it wasn't for nothing
Cuz now I know myself better than ever before

I didn't know love could ever be this lonely
I feel ashamed I don't need a special someone to hold me
I could go my whole life without a true love's kiss
That doesn't mean when I die, I won't have people I'll miss
I don't believe that a soulmate's waiting for me
I feel no weight in the truth that everybody has told me
I could go my whole life living in ignorant bliss
That doesn't mean when I die, I won't have people I'll miss

(But will they miss me, will they miss me)
(Cuz I don't fucking know how to feel)"