First time I painted my nails, I fucked up
And the second time too
When the past comes to bite, I just tell it shut the fuck up
I won't listen to you
I won't listen to you
I won't listen to you

First time I'd missed my flight, I knew I'd fucked up
But I knew what to do
Everybody in my life told me bad idea, shut the fuck up
I won't listen to you
I won't listen to you
Should I have listened to you

Do these feelings ever truly go away
Keep the need for adventure at bay
Cuz my life's gone to shit since I tried to do college and quit
And I just need some change

First time I dyed my hair at home, I fucked up
It looked greener than blue
I'd been manically rushing it, told my brain to shut the fuck up
I won't listen to you
I won't listen to you
I won't listen to you

First time I tried that shit, I knew I was fucked
Because deep down I knew
There's a goddamn addict inside me that wants to reach up
And I won't listen to
What it wants me to do
I won't listen to you

And the past few months have been rough
Cuz I worry I don't do enough
To stand out in a crowd, I shut down when the noise gets too loud
Are they calling my bluff

I remember the Wednesday I cried
When I realized I'd be down to die
If it give me escape from the tortuous hell I had made
Even if I'd be saying goodbye

So I'll find a solution to all of my problems
I'll fly out to New York and go to a concert
And if I get lost walking back from the show, I'd still know
That it's gonna be fine"