You were always angry - cause raising me was hard
I know I was a burden - cause I was never that smart
And I just couldn’t help myself - I caused you so much pain
But all I never needed was for you wanting me to stay

So I got up and tried to find some reasons for myself
Because nothing seemed to want me alive
And I found myself facing things that are in front of me
And most of my problems looked like you - like the thing that I grew up into

I wasn’t in a good place - for way too long I know
But I think that I showed you - I still can grow
I am not a failure - tho I may lose again
But I haven’t failed life yet, I just need to know why I’m here again

And I got up and tried to find some reasons for myself
Because nothing seem to want me alive
And I found myself facing things that are in front of me
And most of my problems looked like you - like the thing that I grew up into

And I’m still fighting - to raise myself again
Something in me is dying - I don’t know who I am
I need to comfort the child that I once have been
Give it all of the love it’s still trying to give

I need to comfort the child that I once have been
Give it all of the love it’s still trying to give