(Its just frustrating cause he knows how I feel about him he knows I'm down for him
And Im done with it! Literally my whole fucking life bro thats all I've done my whole life
Chase people and put in all the effort and recieve nothing back
Confusing Like I just hate being confused now)

His blue eyes darker than any brown I've ever seen when he's close to me
Everyone's merely words but you are; poetry

Our feelings we bill em in a blunt and touch the ceiling cold fingertips on your skin you ask me what they do "turn pages in the holy books for sinners like you"

If you wanna let me in you gotta let me cross your borders
Come here baby I'll douse ya in my holy waters

We talk in tongues
Everything you don't say I hear
When our lips touch
But when we are apart you disappear
Into shadows
A love like this I know you fear
But we're so close
Just drop your inhibitions

(So I wonder if actually your a lot more scarred than I failed to believe or see cause I'm blinded by my own feelings for you)
Just drop your inhibitions

I know this feeling is strange
I know this feelings foreign
But it won't go away
If you just keep ignoring!
Create a safe space
To take your armour off
Hot and cold stop the chase

Just drop your inhibitions

(Inshallah we can work But if we don't then its just a blessing in disguise; another lesson learnt)