(Oh yeah Sxream, this one for the money)
Aye
Searching for the truth, I've been ignoring the lies
Would've never thought it was you, i been ignoring the signs
Been hurting myself, i shouldn't have loved in the blind
A soldier for real, i put my heart on the line
Hurt people hurt people. That's why i hurt myself
Putting stress on my heart, trying to make it work myself
I love too hard, i guess i cursed myself
Got lost in our spark, that's how i burnt myself
It feel like I'm duct-taped on the train tracks
Trying to make you love me back
I did some things, i said some things i can't take back
'bout your love, I've been stressed, looking like a caveman
Hard for me to love, hard for me to trust, feel it's overrated
Can't give them dap. They'll stab my back, probably with the same hand
Learned to love myself. Look in the mirror, i see a great man
My liver dead. Kind of like my heart, internal wasteland
Used to be crowded
Now it is spacious
"Heartbreak hotel"
Broken and vacant
Need construction
Trying to fix it
Poured my heart out
Hoping you'll listen
Searching for the truth, I've been ignoring the lies
Would've never thought it was you, i been ignoring the signs
Been hurting myself, i shouldn't have loved in the blind
A soldier for real, i put my heart on the line
Hurt people hurt people. That's why i hurt myself
Putting stress on my heart, trying to make it work myself
I love too hard, i guess i cursed myself
Got lost in our spark, that's how i burnt myself
Parachute
Never thought that I'd fall for you
Drinking trying to forget 'bout you
In the end, feel terrible
Sick as fuck, need Thera-Flu
I need you to hear me out
They been trying to feel me out
Riding with this .40 cal
I can't let them put me down
Refuse to let them see me frown
See me, they gone see me smile
They don't really need me now
Want me handing freebies out
I just want that fucking ticket, tell them they can keep the clout
Seeing that I'm beneficial, probably why they keep me around
They told me that I'm special. I ain't see it, but i see it now
(Now)
Searching for the truth, I've been ignoring the lies
Would've never thought it was you, i been ignoring the signs
Been hurting myself, i shouldn't have loved in the blind
A soldier for real, i put my heart on the line
Hurt people hurt people. That's why i hurt myself
Putting stress on my heart, trying to make it work myself
I love too hard, i guess i cursed myself
Got lost in our spark, that's how i burnt myself