Why do i keep on fucking up
I keep trying
Look
Every time i get a blessing i just fuck it up
I been trying to stay on track but i keep fucking up
How you love me but you left? bitch you ain't love enough
Tossing in my sleep, my dreams been getting scarier now
Turns out ones i thought was there, they was never around
Can't let these demons drive me crazy Im'a bury 'em now
Im'a bury 'em now
Look
Yeah! I'm'a hold her hair up, watch her eat it down
Then ima turn her around, beat it down, beat it down
Every nigga hating on me got a reason now
I was talking to you calm, bitch I'm heated now
Flash out, Beat a bitch till he pass out
Was reppin on me, now he layed out wit his flag out
And i ain't from here, so don't come 'round here wit that dumb shit
Might just swamp him out and introduce his ass to that "MUCK" shit yeah
Im a calm nigga
Get me out my character then I'm a dumb nigga
That bitch can't never hurt my feelings now I'm numb nigga
Never again will i just settle for some crumbs nigga
Cause I'm the one nigga yeah
Every time i get a blessing i just fuck it up
I been trying to stay on track but i keep fucking up
How you love me but you left? bitch you ain't love enough
Tossing in my sleep, my dreams been getting scarier now
Turns out ones i thought was there, they was never around
Can't let these demons drive me crazy Im'a bury 'em now
Im'a bury 'em now
Yeah…i told her I'm sorry... I'm sorry
She fucked around and seen the skeletons in my closet
Just didn't wanna tell you about them, wasn't trying to hide shit
Was long ago, it shouldn't matter, yet it threw you off quick
Look, i told you bout my past and i was really honest
I just ain't get too specific on the hoes i fucked with
I ain't want that on your conscious, so i tried to dub it
Now you borderline, of stayin, or leavin like fuck it
Look! I done came from the dirt
I been hurt, but i been healed
I done had my name loved
And i had my name killed
I done lost myself completely
Learned to love and got it back
I done changed the way i think to make some good out of the bad
Every time i get a blessing i just fuck it up
I been trying to stay on track but i keep fucking up
How you love me but you left? bitch you ain't love enough
Tossing in my sleep, my dreams been getting scarier now
Turns out ones i thought was there, they was never around
Can't let these demons drive me crazy Im'a bury 'em now
Im'a bury 'em now