How I seen you first time
Through a snap and you caught my eye
So when I met you first time
Trust me it was butterflies
24/7 on the phone
We was up all night
Lived on DnD
But I always got them quick replies
Random how we met
But it was like we was supposed to
It's only been a week
But I feel like that I know you
On our first date
I was late
You said it's on you
Seen you everyday, cinemas or we would bowl to

And your cousin was my friend
It was a bold move
Couldn't wait for the day
I took you home too
Had told you but I wanted you to see what I was goin through
No one understands and ever gets the shit i'm into
But you always got me
And that's the shit that made this real
Brought me to your nans
Who let me be this shits surreal
Didn't care that I was broken
Your the reason that I healed
Thought I knew what love was but
Then you got me here

So in October
That's my favourite month
I asked you to be mine, shook
So I twist and turned
5 months in, there's no one else that I want
And no one knows you how I know you cah you put up a front
And no one's got you like I got you
I put that shit on my moms
No one ever could replace you, cah you knew that you won
And in my eyes, you was perfect
Never done no wrong
So when I think about it now, I put the words in the song

Once it was official all this shit went left
Never got a break, we was getting test after it test
You saw a side to me, that you couldn't forgive or forget
And I regret the first time never forgot what I said
Nor what I did
To always make you look like a mess
And every time I didn't mean it, it was just the shit it my head
Instead of talking to you, i'd rather stay up layed in my bed
With no trust in a relationship, it ends in a wreck
But I never deep it cah I know that we'll good be in a sec
It was so soon but foreal though this ting should've dead
But we was soul tied
Then a couple months later got a call that changed my life
And they telling me that Jords died (REST IN POWER)
And I didn't know what to do
I wouldn't talk to no one else unless im talking to you
The only one I trust
So your the person that I confide in
But you never did the same cah you was always hiding

And that shit didn't change
Even tho I clockedd it and knew it was strange
But I always made it worse so I took all the blame

I just hope it remains
I just know you wouldn't listen cah you think I'm the same
I just how hope you hear me now and how I deal with the pain