Ya know, I aint even gone lie man,
Some days I just wake up and I'm lost for words.
Ya knowmsayin

(yea)Momma, Momma come & talk to me all in my dreams, & show me all things that God done let you seen
Cuz I’m stuck in between, heaven or hell in the ring, I only idol one king
Grew up off serving the fiends, having a car was a dream
In the 2000’s use pay $10 a line for the lean, buyin anything I wanted with food stamps thing
Ingrando Park all on my back, & it’s still free lil bing, Rest in peace to Buda, & so much pain & it stings
R I P my brother Joseph & lucky we losing kings, All the real going gone & all the fake sitting at home
Know I’m not suppose to be with my Nina, I keep it on, can’t no weapon form against me I stay strap cuz I’m Tone
Come from the street I look at all my mirrors when I come home
Give my little brother hope whenever he calls, Only got your word & your balls & that’s law
Fuck my family & all of my haters, don’t even trust y’all
Having conversations about me in private, broke the law, traumatized by the pain, when it rains I let it fall
I’m so upfront I don’t sugar coat, I point out all my flaws
Wishing my momma could call me right now, I’m missing her calls

Damn momma, ya know a paralyzed pain.....that shit
That shit....left me traumatized forever

I know this drank fucking up my liver, the devil the root of it all
God I been calling on your phone, & you ain’t answered my call
I get upset that my brother locked down all up in that wall
We lost our momma and he couldn’t come & see her at all
We lost our brother, & we missing all the times that we balled
& The music running slow, gotta get my team back involved
I Gave someone a position, & I’m just glad she dissolved
My boy zano my patna, but I’m just wishing he call
Been in my own zone, felt like we kinda fell off
I wish he really understood, How many L’s I done caught (in 8 months)
I hope that everyone understands that this gone make me a boss,
I hope that everyone understands, this what comes with a loss
I love everybody but I can’t help all y’all, Tryna do what’s best for myself, so I don’t fall
If MC wanna converse I’m up for the Talk, I hope you see I walked a different street than you walked
Ain’t tryna push no issue, but trusting you was on me, I’m tryna move wiser before I think like the streets
I know we human & we always gonna make mistakes
You took my kindness for weakness, & I felt that I gave you grace
So I’m Sorry If I Went Left When I Was Up In Yo Face, But You wasn’t comprehending nothing I had to say
So how you think I’m suppose to react?, when I feel played?
& how you think I’m suppose to talk, when I feel betrayed?
It was 4 months Since I lost momma, you threw shit in my face
Goin threw depression so tough, I ate 6 times in the day
I don’t never count no favors, God said to give with your heart
So was you really tryna help me? Or just to boast from the start?
Cuz I don’t need you for anything, & I mean that with respect
But at the same time it’s my name that you Ain’t finna neglect, & I ain’t tryna go back forth, & not tryna play fetch
But as a man I apologize, if I made you upset, I feel like we both pressed, like crips & bloods in a set

I really do, if I'm being honest, shit I get it man...
Mothafucker's be going through so much in life we get pressed.
Ya know what I'm saying, shit, I guess it's life though, you just take it for what it is.
You keep going, you see your mistakes as a man, and you just apologize for them.
Ya know I'm sayin, if you can't apologize as a man shit you'll never grow.
If you can't be honest with yourself you'll never heal from the things that you going through.....Tone...