Something that I’m searching (she’s searching for a lover bae, searching to love her bae)
I’m searching for, I’m searching for, I’m searching (lover bae)

Yea Shawty been with a man through a lot of phases, been with him for a while but he’s complicated
So much stress from time it makes her aggravated, been together so damn long they damn near graduated
Played with her mind so much she stayed infatuated, he be lien & shit & yeah she fucking hate it
How the fuck she stay in that seem to really amaze meh, she said that shit taught her how to be patient
& now she pregnant & she taking care of her baby, He been comin in & out her life yeah lately
He chose the streets, & now her face fucking pavement, he caught some charges & dealing with some accusations
& Now she going through some thangs like insecurities, ain’t the lack of maturity
It’s the lack of a father in need, Wasn’t how she planned it was suppose to be
She Never had the chance Not really honestly, Wanted a relationship & to be happily
But now she in the club yea just swallowing drinks, up in different sections & she’s doing it commonly (yea)
& now she’s just searching….searching for someone
& now she’s searching, she’s searching for a lover bae, yeah a lover bae

Something that I’m searching, I’m searching for, I’m searching
(Yea) I’m searching (she’s searching for a lover bae)

So infatuated really with the lifestyle, she been turning up a lot in the club now.
3,4,5 bottles all went down, now she eating private dinners straight outta town
She doing drugs when her kids aren’t round, she had to bury her own son & now she’s looking down
No father he got kilt, when she was just a child, Man issues in her life make her make her really frown
Alcohol making her battles issues alone, she raising kids alone
Not depending on loans, but depending on the pills the doctor gave her at home
Depression on her mind, cuz her kids getting grown
Her kids don’t even visit, or call her up on her phone
She started sniffing white & the fentanyl took out her dome
One of her sons was wishing that she was gone, & hoped that she passed away all up in her bed alone
I’m the son that told her story, she told me before she gone, to tell the world her pain, so they won’t suffer alone
To tell the world her pain, cuz grandma helped her alone
& These are facts, Momma rest easy you never gone
And that was my motherrrrrr, my motherrrrrr, ooohhh I miss you mom, yeah I miss you mom

Momma what were you searching for, what were you searching for, forrrr, forrrr…..