Yea, yea, I've lived a crazy lifestyle
I've lived a crazy lifestyle....

Momma I wonder if theres anything you seen in me,
They say they won't ever leave my side, but they just leaving me yea, yea, yea, yea, yea


My momma died off fentanyl & cocaine, my family deal with drug abuse this shit really insane
I’ll never lie I stuck that needle all up in my vein, I popped a perk before, that ecstasy was worse before
Yea….But now really it explains, why momma had that foam all in her mouth
Tears ballin’ in & out, as i sat up all on her couch, cuz at that time I didn’t know
I just got off of a flight that day, told my momma I’m coming home
It’s 9:33 here come my cousin callin’ my phone, he said I apologize but yo momma she dead at home
He told me be patient and please don’t be in all rush, Took my pistol cuz where I’m from anything really can bust
I done lost everything I love what makes you think I can trust?, I’m praying everyday I don’t end up in hand cuffs
This shit is tuff, when Rudy wished my momma died
I was ready to get him murdered he lucky I let it slide, he called my momma a bitch I heard it so many times
He never was no thug, cuz Joseph did all the crimes, he never was no hustler cuz Joseph showed him he lien
You may have sold Joseph’s work, but that don’t make you gangsterfied
I don’t believe in quick positions, I’ll set the issue aside

Momma I wonder if there’s anything you see in me, They say they wont ever leave my side, but they just leaving me
They Talk about me in private cuz they believe in me, Can’t wait to cop it no mileage, there ain’t no greed in me
Momma why ain’t you call, if you just needed me?, Fentanyl & Cocaine, Took you away from me
Took you away from me, yea yea yea yeahuhhhh, took you away from me, momma why aint you call if you just needed me

You suppose to be my manager, tell me just how you just feel, you conversed I wasn’t present that make you a hoe for real
& you fucked one of my patna’s, it didn’t come with no meal, $4,000 dollars down that pleasure aint with no deal
Going through so damn much, I ain’t even have a chance to heal, $800 dollars what I owed everything got paid up
I’m glad there wasn’t no paperwork, I would’ve got ate up
I caught my case I’ll do the time, before I give a name up
Throw me the book & put me all up in shackles & Chained up
This what come with this thuggin shit, these rules don’t change up

Yea no they don't for nobody, yea...uhh

Momma I wonder if there’s anything you see in me, They say they wont ever leave my side, but they just leaving me
They Talk about me in private cuz they believe in me, Can’t wait to cop it no mileage, there ain’t no greed in me
Momma why ain’t you call, if you just needed me?, Fentanyl & Cocaine, Took you away from me
Took you away from meeee

Collect call comes in from little brother in prison.......