High school wasn’t easy for me
I was punished for who I always
Wanted to be
Sitting all by myself like a
Ghost in a outcast
Feeling all the stares as I
Walk to my next class
Try to forget all the pain
That you all made
All the bad things you would say
Still got the scars in my face
Wish I can get them erased
Everyone’s so fucking fake

So alone
Please don’t look
Into my eyes
So alone
It’s all so pathetic

Cause it’s a dark world
I’m living in
There’s no escape

I still can’t break
The silence
I feel when I’m alone
And I’m afraid
To call out
The people that I know
It’s been hell
Nothing helps
I still can’t face
My trauma
It’s buried in my bones

I can’t believe I still feel the poison
That I drank back when I was avoided
If I’m a man shouldn’t I be stronger
The past is heavy and it’s chained to my shoulders

Run away
From everyone and everything
I'm on my own now
Run away
I'm never gonna wake up from this nightmare

Cause it’s a dark world
I’m living in
There’s no escape

I still can’t break
The silence
I feel when I’m alone
And I’m afraid
To call out
The people that I know
It’s been hell
Nothing helps
I still can’t face
My trauma
It’s buried in my bones

This world is poison
We’re forced to drink
We can’t unsee it
Even in my dreams

Woah

Always by myself
I’m on my own now