Feels like I’m stuck in a dream
Cause My hearts racing like I’m in danger
I want to leave
I’m always a stranger

My legs are shaking like they are static
It pulses through me it’s automatic
Cause when I walk through new doors,
Rigor mortis from my core

I know where all the exits are
Why do seconds feel so long
This always happens, I see people laughing
I think I’m the joke of it all

I have a curse deep inside

Feels like I’m stuck in a dream
Cause My hearts racing like I’m in danger
I want to leave
I’m always a stranger
Paranoid
That everyone is staring at me
I avoid
My whole life it’s scares me

I had to pull over from frustration
Can’t Catch my breath
Can’t ever rest
I panic in every situation
Big or small I complicate it
I’m medicated
Why won’t it fix this
If god is watching
Why won’t he heal me

I have a curse deep inside

Feels like I’m stuck in a dream
Cause My hearts racing like I’m in danger
I want to leave
I’m always a stranger
Paranoid
That everyone is staring at me
I avoid
My whole life it’s scares me

I’ve been begging for a a change
Since I was young I’ve always prayed
I just need to catch a break
If you're here let me be saved

Can you hear me

Please heal me

Feels like I’m stuck in a dream
Cause My hearts racing like I’m in danger
I want to leave
I’m always a stranger
Paranoid
That everyone is staring at me
I avoid
My whole life it’s scares me