We fight
We hate
We love
We pray
We try
And hide
But the feelings never fucking go away
I doubled down
On believing in myself
Situational integrity
Is a small part of what’s left of me
I’ve hollowed out my insides
I was feeling too full
Of lessened enjoyment
Been needing a lull

I fight for my life
Every day
But you’re holding your knife
You just want me to go away
I didn’t ask to be born
All I want is to be heard
Im nothing in your eyes
You can’t say anything to make me stay

I won’t hesitate

The graves we dig get shallower
As the bodies outnumber the herd
We’ve stopped marking crosses cause god doesn’t care
We look to the sky and feel his evil glare

I fight for my life
Every day
But you’re holding your knife
You just want me to go away
I didn’t ask to be born
All I want is to be heard
(To be heard)
Im nothing in your eyes
You can’t say anything to make me stay

I won’t hesitate

I won’t fucking hesitate