We all have secrets to hide
Much more than short stories
Even to hide our pride
Bottle feelings inside
Pretend that we`re okay
Push it all aside
I folded on myself
It`s nothing, I`m nothing
I gave up on myself
Is it too late
Am I too late
Am I too late
To change myself

Am I at home
Locked in my own head
Day dreaming of bleeding all over my bed

This emptiness won't go away
It`s trapped inside of me
It`s a part of me
It`s everything that`s killing me
Alone in a room full of people who say they care when I know they don't
I`m struggling to stay afloat with the water rising I`m sure to choke
Hurt
Hurt
Inside I'm hurt
From everything that`s happened to me
This is why it fucking hurts
Inside
I`m dying inside
When every little thing attacks me
Where is my pride
Is this my life
Is it my time
I need a sign
To find the brighter side
I still hate myself
There`s nothing that can make it better
I wish I could feel
Anything at all

Am I at home
Locked in my own head
Day dreaming of bleeding all over my bed
Trapped in a cell
It feels like fucking hell
All I can do is count the days til I`m me again

I
Can never be
Myself
Again