Ugh
Over analyze
I’m trying to do twice as much but in half the time
That means gotta move like a locomotive
It’s cool if you know the motive if not it looks like I’m passing time
What a passive time
Pardon me if I come off passive aggressive
But right now I’m just trying to materialize what I fantasize
Shit, It’s taking a toll on me
Money, cars, and hoes got a hold on me
I don’t even know who could fold on me
That’s why I just play the background and just watch it unfold
Lot of stories untold
I don’t say much
Really I just keep it to myself
See I always feel the weakest when I’m crying out for help
I used to ask about my dad but he never came around
So I put my head down and tied my shoes on by myself
Learned to tie a tie
Couldn’t tell you really how I felt
As I typed it into google how to tie it by myself
Dawg
If I could shed a tear I would but I’m
Stiffer than wood and cold like a Polar Bear’s toes yeah
That was on the nose but that’s just how I proposed it to be
Dawg I swear I’m at my best when I’m close to defeat
But how close can you get? yeah yeah yeah
So close that I can smell it
They say whoever smelt it dealt it but
I ain't dealt shit and I ain't felt shit and
I've been hell bent but
Momma been saying that I'm heaven sent and
She been going through it
Couldn't pay the bills and she told me that she's suicidal
Tears down the cheek of my idol
Told her that I got her and that's hand on the Bible on God
Nigga I'd be lying if I ain't consider fraud
Shawty make it clap like a round of applause
Told her hold that shit and I put her on pause
I got other shit that I'm doing for the cause
If you leave me your loss
But shit I'll take the blame I'm trying to work on my flaws
But shit take time and I ain't got time yeah
I ain't got time yeah