Got my guard up all the way through the ceiling
Told you that it wasn't love
Didn't mean it
You won't get it but I got my reasons
Think I'm losing control

We could go out every weekend won't we
clways with you but I still feel lonely
Maybe I'm the only one who knows me

I do what I can
to keep you at arms length
But it's not enough is it
No cause I know
I'm avoiding the truth and it shows
So

I don't wanna feel like how I'm feeling tonight
I know you said it's over and you're probably right
Told you to be honest but just for the night
Stop and tell me a lie

I don't wanna feel like how I'm feeling right now
said that I'd be fine but now I'm freaked the fuck out
Told you to be honest but just for the night
Stop and tell me a lie

I don't wanna feel
Fuck
I don't wanna feel
if we say that shit out loud
It'll make it feel
Tell me something that I wanna hear
tell me sum to make it disappear

I been so low
I gave so much
On paper we look perfect but inside we torn up
said we wouldn't end up like our parents guess what
that's all on us

I do what I can
to keep you at arms length
But it's not enough is it
No cause I know
I'm avoiding the truth and it shows
So

I don't wanna feel like how I'm feeling tonight
I know you said it's over and you're probably right
Told you to be honest but just for the night
Stop and tell me a lie

I don't wanna feel like how I'm feeling right now
said that I'd be fine but now I'm freaked the fuck out
Told you to be honest but just for the night
Stop and tell me a lie