Verse1
thought about anything and anyone
to distract myself from you
faked love with somebody I don't care about
just to think of someone new

Pre
i obsessed
about what's next
so I didn't feel a thing
hurt some people
you hurt me
god it's cycle I repeat

Chorus
I think I missed out on the
songs I couldn't write cause it'd be too hard to
I really thought I'd lose my mind
If I thought about you
i couldn't let me
feel it at all
cause I knew if I did I'd be breaking my heart
now I'm singing
songs I couldn't write
cause I think I have to

Verse 2
kinda funny you can think that you're moving on
when you're going 10 steps back
really thought I did my best I know better now
that you can run from the past

pre
couldn't feel
didn't heal
but I guess I learned my lesson
it's true it'll catch up to you

Chorus
I think I missed out on the
songs I couldn't write cause it'd be too hard to
I really thought I'd lose my mind
If I thought about you
i couldn't let me
feel it at all
cause I knew if I did I'd be breaking my heart
now I'm singing
songs I couldn't write
cause I think I have to