Verse.1
I miss the certainty I felt on Sunday mornings
I miss my family when we agreed on something
I sang the songs and thought that somebody was listening


I turned 13 called my anxiety conviction
Convinced myself gods in control it's just a feeling
I prayed for friends who lived in sin thought I was I different
Cause I, I thought I was right


Chorus
I miss my god complex
When I knew what to believe
Everybodies wrong
and heaven
Was just a bullet from me
Nothing was scary
when my sins
were forgiven
I really thought
Thoughts and prayers
Made a difference
I miss my god complex

VS.2
Turns out it's hard not being sure of how it ends
cause I'd like there's still a heaven in a sense
I wish I knew I wish I had that confidence
Ignorance is bliss and now I know
Real life is a bitch man I kinda miss my
Ignorance is bliss and now I know
Real life is a bitch

Chorus
I miss my god complex
When I knew what to believe
Everybodies wrong
and heaven
Was just a bullet from me
Nothing was scary
when my sins
were forgiven
I really thought
Thoughts and prayers
Made a difference
I miss my god complex

I miss my god complex
Don't know what to believe
But if there's a god he wouldn't tell you who you should be or who to love
Or where you go when you die
But it's scary not to know if you're right