Had to take a step back but still got my best foot forward
Know what you told me know how you hold me I know it's all over
So where are you going?
Please don't leave
It'd be so sweet
Coffee with cream when it's snowing
Give you parts of me
But your heart don't beat
For me it's hard but I know it
Blizzard in your heart killing the butterflies in your stomach
Take it back to the start I'll be climbing your summit
Conversations in the dark only getting somewhere somewhat
I'm just tryna become what you may need
Reaching compromise but I comprise of something incomplete
Tryna solve the lies but I don't believe your mysteries
Don't know what you meant to me I bite my tongue until it bleed think I need some listerine
Or maybe an antihistamine
I let it go just like a sneeze watch you fade into my history
Kick me while I'm down watch me crawl just like a centipede
I know that's just how you are don't need you to lecture me
Never really listening, measuring the distance between us
If I take another step back I may just lose my way
I may just find some time and find myself today
Find myself someone new and keep hiding from the pain
And when it end the same I can justify going insane
Had to take a step back but still got my best foot forward
Know what you told me know how you hold me I know it's all over
So where are you going?
Please don't leave
It'd be so sweet
Coffee with cream when it's snowing
Give you parts of me
But your heart don't beat
For me it's hard but I know it
And if I lose my way today I'll find myself cooling off inside the shade
The way they throw it thinking it might break
Keeping track of all their traits they ain't got shit we can exchange
Disappear onto a train find myself in Santa Fe
Take a step back look at all the things that I create
Don't post it on my socials I don't need to seek the praise
Maybe we should back things up God knows I love the chase
Put my focus in on you but you make it hard to concentrate
I just hope and then I pray that you do not change a thing
Gotta count from ten because it always ends the same
I promised you a ring and maybe add on my last name
Thought we were something great but nothing greater than this pain
Had to take a step back but still got my best foot forward
Know what you told me know how you hold me I know it's all over
So where are you going?
Please don't leave
It'd be so sweet
Coffee with cream when it's snowing
Give you parts of me
But your heart don't beat
For me it's hard but I know it