I get to you
Don't know whether I'm wanting to choose
Can't see whether I'm winnin' or not
I can't cry, but now I'm cryin' a lot, and
Feelin' so soft and vulnerable
I forgot what it was like to say
"I need you" instead of "How are you?"
"I need help with what I'm going through"
Nah, "Can I help you?"
Teach me, love me, hold me, tell me it'll be okay
Even though I'm scared everyday of my own brain
Wake up and feel like I can't control anything
I'm suffering, I'm suffering
You can open up to me
Open up to me
Put your trust in me
I'll just cover what's going on with me
Going on with me
Got a lot with me
I'm in so much pain, but enough about me
Yeah, enough about me
How are you? Can you breathe?
I'm just drowning, don't find me
I'm just suffering, don't mind me
You can open up all your doors for me
I kinda forgot how to use a key
Open up your heart and your soul for me
I kinda forgot that I should open, too
I'm not tryna hide anything from you, oh
I forget that I need to be held sometimes, too
I forget to say I'm not doing well
I feel bad, but I first care for you
Instinctual mama bear in me
Mama bear needs mama bear for me
Selfless or selfish, this bear needs some more fish for me
Sell fish to me
Sometimes selfishness is what you need
Selflessness sometimes gives less than me
I forgot that I fuckin' have needs
Forgot I need help, somebody please
I'm so strong, but I'm not doing well
I'm heaven for them, I'm going through hell
Fuck around and find the shit in the bells
Ring bells for me, insecurity bells
Insecurity turned to second nature
Like I forgot how to say the word of well
It don't matter how many languages I speak
If I can't say out loud, "Yo, I need some help"
Teach me, love me, hold me, tell me it'll be okay
Even though I'm scared everyday of my own brain
Wake up and feel like I can't control anything
I'm suffering, I'm suffering
You can open up to me
Open up to me
Put your trust in me
I'll just cover what's going on with me
Going on with me
Got a lot with me
I'm in so much pain, but enough about me
Yeah, enough about me
How are you? Can you breathe?
I'm just drowning, don't find me
I'm just suffering, don't mind me