I swear I've been alive a thousand times
& been high through all of it
Life gets kinda boring when you focus on the politics
You realize a lot has been fucked up for way too long
And doing nothing means that we're all a part of it
Look I've been slacking, that I can admit
I could be better but most times just wanna chill at the crib
And do nothing
It's the easiest way that I can live but
I promise that I ain't tryna let the government win
I'm tryna hit back
Maybe stop shopping at the grocery store
Figure out a way to start growing more
In fact
Maybe I could plant myself a garden
The raps I spill are clean just like detergent
That's cleaning out all my starches
Im not Mac but that to me it's such a flattering receipt of all my labor I know one day I could prolly do my thing but what it seems is
That for now this is just what I gotta be
So Ima bleed
And give you everything from me you want to see
My friends don't tell me anything's wrong
So I just sit back and go in my songs
I feel like my feelings aren't real
Somebody help keep me calm
My friends don't tell me anything's wrong
So I just sit back and go in my songs
I feel like my feelings aren't real
Somebody help keep me calm
I send the pain away
Get back to the day to day
Life works in the strangest ways, I still don't understand anything
Like why in the fuck can't I pay my bills
And try to find a way to maintain my health
And have a little fun when I hate myself
It shouldn't be hard to explain myself
Look I've been trapping rapping smoking drinking all that
Ever since I realized that it was all bad
Life is fucking different with no fallback
Plan B nonexistent like what you call that
Am I looking crazy
Sippin cognac
Out the fucking bottle
Til it all goes black
We get way too faded
Drink through a handle in the night time
I ain't in my right mind
My God
My friends don't tell me anything's wrong
So I just sit back and go in my songs
I feel like my feelings aren't real
Somebody help keep me calm
My friends don't tell me anything's wrong
So I just sit back and go in my songs
I feel like my feelings aren't real
Somebody help keep me calm