Well you know it's been awhile now
It's been a hot minute now since I've loved
And I'm scared to open up my heart
To let something fit in without to shove
I hope you won't mind if I go slowly in order to trust you
I hope you won't care if I take a little more time to know you
What if you hurt me or what if you smile
What if you come and you sit for awhile
What if you call me and I'm not available
What if you check on me when I'm not stable
What would you do if I'm crying at night
Would we be strong enough to win the fight
Would you still hold me when I have anxiety
Hide all my demons to make me alright again
Alright again
And I really want to believe what you told me
That you'd reassure me in times of doubt
Oh and I'm struggling
Oh my am I struggling to rediscover what love's about
What if you lied to me what would I do
Showing true colors is this really you
Did you really mean it when you held my hand
When you asked me 'bout music and my favorite band
When you told your mother did you really cry
When you told her finally you found a guy
I've to admit I feel high as a kite
Could it be with you that I will be alright again
Alright again
Cos what if you hurt me or what if you smile
What if you come and you sit for awhile
What if you call me and I'm not available
What if you check on me when I'm not stable
What would you do if I'm crying at night
Would we be strong enough to win the fight
Would you still hold me when I have anxiety
Hide all my demons to make me alright again
Alright again
Alright again
Alright again