Damn man
There's something wrong man
There's no one

Because you see, a few years ago
I saw mom and dad
Inside a box
Behind two psychiatrists I was just a kid
A kid
And they say it happens
But don't shoot yourself bro
Leaf through my soul
And you'll see that I was so close
So close

Fuck you, fuck you, fuck this place
I still don't understand why I'm here
Together with all these assholes I don't know
I heard someone talking about mental insanity
Maybe someone will want to hurt
A bro but what sin did I commit to deserve
To be here waiting like an animal in captivity it hurts me
The stamina rises
Load the weight in my head
Bro all these people who come in stay
I take it for uninvited to my non-party
Something I don't want and that my soul detests
But as soon as I look at the name on the paper it responds to mine
Next step, my God
Do you want to know about how they killed my uncle
About how dad
Made it hurt but
About how but
He drank when he was out of town
My brain goes down and down
I've answered your questions for hours now I can't take it anymore
Give me a couple of minutes before shuddering
Let me come to my senses no bro let me out

Because you see, a few years ago
I saw mom and dad
Inside a box
Behind two psychiatrists I was just a kid
A kid
And they say it happens
But don't shoot yourself bro
Leaf through my soul
And you'll see that I was so close
So close

Yeah, that's right, man, damn
When those people are at your door, damn
And you know they're here on purpose to take you
And transport you to a place where the sun isn't
Whether it's the hospital or jail
You won't see your parents tonight
So close your eyes and think about how it was
Mom in the kitchen preparing something hot
But now I have a cellmate who can't stay calm
He pisses himself
Just because mom isn't there
And you know if the guards come they'll clean you too
The bad life, the one you don't live without dealing
Bro I gave four years to social services
I'll be precise
I've been an open case for four years
And a court of four assholes hasn't paid me the damages yet
That they caused to my mind
You see, these people think an assistant is enough for you
To solve every life problem
You don't know how many times I would have stabbed him
In the back with that pencil
A rotten one is psycho like dad
Now I get out of there
And I hang out with the bros, I sell in the city

Because you see, a few years ago
I saw mom and dad
Inside a box
Behind two psychiatrists and I was just a kid, a kid
And they say it happens
But don't shoot yourself bro
Leaf through my soul
And you'll see that I was so close
So close

They say a rotten one is strong
A rotten one who doesn't give up
Valid images for when you're on the ropes
It's tragic that such an innocent kid
Can come to travel with murder in mind
Man I did therapy it didn't end anything in fact it made me worse
But it served those people
I scream for my favorite nightmare always
A psychiatrist told you he succeeded?
He lies, he knows
Because it's not okay, in this fucking society
They put a sixteen-year-old in chains leave a bubba
Free to do pa, pa
On his family while the kids ask: "Dad
Why why, dad," and they run into the closets
You see the mistakes of the parents fall on the children
Sometimes I wonder what it would have been
If dad that day in December had stopped

Because you see, a few years ago
I saw mom and dad
Inside a box
Behind two psychiatrists and I was just a kid
A kid
And they say it happens
But don't shoot yourself bro
Leaf through my soul
And you'll see that I was so close
So close
Oh, damn man

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