When my friends ask me: "Hey, Lea, are you coming along?"
And I say: "Too much on my plate, it's not going to happen today"
Meanwhile, I'm lying here again, alone in my bed
I want to hide where no one can see me
Although, maybe I would like to be with them
Maybe I should have gone, but now it's too late

And you call, I don't pick up
Because I just can't right now
I don't want you to see me like this
As I lie here under the blanket

Am I okay like this?
Why do I feel alone here?
What's my problem?
I want to get out, but I stay here
I'm hurting myself
Can't sleep, it's already half past three
Am I okay like this?
And will this ever end here?

I hear myself saying things I don't mean
You ask me if I'm okay, I say yes and think no
I'm angry at myself and feel so bad
When we argue again until one of us cries
Then I slam the doors, sometimes I'm too mean
Instead of telling you that I love you

And you call, I don't pick up
Because I just can't right now
I don't want you to see me like this
As I lie here under the blanket

Am I okay like this?
Why do I feel alone here?
What's my problem?
I want to get out, but I stay here
I'm hurting myself
Can't sleep, it's already half past three
Am I okay like this?
And will this ever end here?

Am I okay like this?
Am I okay like this?
Am I okay like this?

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