You're here while I'm there
Alone in the gym
I'm sweating because we're nine in a sprinter

You ask what's up?
I keep you waiting
I'm at a loss for words for a concert in front of a thousand people

I'm never at home
Promise too much
Drive off even though I'm sick for the fee and for the team

I say I'll be back at Christmas
I say I'll be back at Christmas

And all of this is just a lie
Nothing is as it was
Try to forget you
And then dream that you were there
All just a lie
Nothing is as it was
I'm afraid to make a decision
We'll see each other at New Year's
Maybe

I'm too far away
Don't hear you crying
You're drowned out by people screaming the hook

Whatever I say
It's not fair
Because I'm not doing justice to either of us anymore

Who am I?
What is home?
I'm not happy with this
But addicted to applause

I say I'll be back at Christmas
I say I'll be back at Christmas
And all of this is just a lie
Nothing is as it was
Try to forget you
And then dream that you were there
All just a lie
Nothing is as it was
I'm afraid to make a decision
We'll see each other at New Year's
Maybe

I would say I miss you
But I'm afraid of what that means
So I just keep going
And forget what we once were

All of this is just a lie
Nothing is as it was
Try to forget you
And then dream that you were there
All just a lie
Nothing is as it was
I'm afraid to make a decision
We'll see each other at New Year's
All just a lie
Nothing is as it was
Try to forget you
And then dream that you were there
All just a lie
Nothing is as it was
I'm afraid to make a decision
We'll see each other at New Year's, maybe
We'll see each other at New Year's
We'll see each other at New Year's

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