2023, age twenty four December 25th
I only got two presents this year
This was the first year where I remembered everyone
Now that money's no fear but
Big man like me I'll get a likkle ps and a Henny,
That would've disappointed the younger me
But Nowadays it just leaves me, empty

When I was a Yute I'd be calculating the loot
The combined total of birthdays and Christmas too
Toys upon toys turned to notes and chocolate true
Now I'm a man I just do what I've just gotta do

Just for the record, it wasn't an offence
I've already had bags paid in expense
My inner child prees through gaps in the fence
Crackhead antics since the days of advents

Step out, I feel empty
Bun trees? I have plenty
My pouch is never empty
Money begets more green especially

And I don't know why I feel empty
Tings aren't feeling the same recently
I catch myself walking the edge of losing control
But I'm strong in myself I know me

Step out, I feel empty
Bun trees? I have plenty
My pouch is never empty
Money begets more green especially

And I don't know why I feel empty
Tings aren't feeling the same recently
I catch myself walking the edge of losing control
But I'm strong in myself I know me

I guess you could say It's a sign of the wise
I used to wander around hollow eyed
Maybe it was them initial indica highs
The youngers around me probably wondered why

Full of potential, I aimed for the sky
But my gaze turned cold when I saw my potential fry
I thought I was the best, thought I was that guy
I'm skilled in my ting but I wanted to better
Dunno why

I wander the earth, searching for self worth
Maintaining responsibilities staying in work
I've Got my 2:1 and my 3.5?, nan sent a bag
I'm chilling this summer watch me lurk
I peep game and lock in
This is real time living no time to lag
I got used to coping, life's a mixed bag
Leaves me lost for words

Lately I've been Feeling like Toji, stepping with no energy
Anomaly to the system blank expression at the top and kinda lonely
Just me only with a stare that's long, empty

That's One of the faces I put on
I Prefer to have two on
Never show my true intentions, if they pry then just move on
I've got default lines I'm like an npc
Lets talk about you, not about me

Im alive and life is continuing on
I don't really have a clue a lot of the time, what's going on
I maintain my interests, to not attract stress and keep moving on

Step out, I feel empty
Bun trees? I have plenty
My pouch is never empty
Money begets more green especially

And I don't know why I feel empty
Tings aren't feeling the same recently
I catch myself walking the edge of losing control
But I'm strong in myself I know me

Step out, I feel empty
Bun trees? I have plenty
My pouch is never empty
Money begets more green especially

And I don't know why I feel empty
Tings aren't feeling the same recently
I catch myself walking the edge of losing control
But I'm strong in myself I know me

I used to care too much
Maybe now I care too little
All of these people are fucking fickle
Oblivion persuasion circle turning is feeble
I've tried such and such nothing is real

They adapt to everything, and turn the wheel
From the days of piggie in the middle
When I was never getting picked
Up to the modern day replay, me mate?
Bad as it sounds I try not to feel
Don't give in to the pricks

I'm A man of extremes
2nd gen evolution from only thinking about memes
Empty wanderer, or silently raging
I'm calmly collected, nothing has to been seen
You can never see no tears at the seams

But these are ever recurring themes
Maybe I should go let off some steam...