I said a nigga dont really want to but a nigga will
And i really came up inside of these killin fields
On the run with them killers that shit be in me still
Thinkin about the shit we survived really it give me chills
All the bumps and the bruises all the scars that remain
Still i smile cause my niggas know how far that we came
Knew all the losses but lessons thats a part of the game
But i would never want it if its gone cost me my name
Pay me the value that you know im gone bring to the table
If not im koo walkin a way i can never be fable
With no rebuttals can never smut um never be labeled
Tryna build a business i tell em mind the one thats gone pay you
In my mind is buried treasures i cherish forever
Opened and find the memories that we shared with each other
I keep it with me as im pushing through every endeavor
See I dont want it but thats the burden I carry forever
I dont wanna i dont wanna
I dont wanna i dont wanna
I dont wanna
I said a nigga dont really want to but a nigga will
Let my soul do the talking this how a nigga feel
Cause i aint got nothing but love but thatll get you killed
Cold part about it cuh a nigga that probably let you live
Celebrate between the lines and you will be just fine
Cut out the cancer for it spreads if you can see the signs
Get out what you puttin in cause you cant cheat the grind
Just a little food for your thought my aim to feed the mind
Still im workin them babies but never do without
Got my name ringin off music like if the school was out
Verified in these streets no need to do accounts
Sleepin on the curb all them nights we had to troop it out
Still im working them babies but never do without
Got my name ringing off music like if the school was out
Verified in these streets no need to do accounts
Sleeping on the curb all them nights we had to troop it out
You know the feelin the bullets whistlin by your head
Before you lay it down keepin the pistol by your bed
Cheat on my bitch she cheating bacc we know but lie instead
Really wanna leave her but baby she got that fire head
Non fictional ghetto stories ima paint a picture
Leaving a legacy cause the money you cant take it with you
If i dont make it out the hood at least i made a difference
Cause im way too gutta for grammys and all them fake agendas
I dont wanna i dont wanna
I dont wanna i dont wanna
I dont wanna