You bring me a little sun
In all kinds of ways
But then it's gone, all cause I lose faith
Thinkin a little too much
'Stead of feelin your rays
What will go wrong, and which one of these days?
It's never felt sustainable
How I shelter my brain from cold
By actin like my pain's controlled
Till I am alone
Each blessing tainted by my doubts
You bring me seeds I water down
But with little belief they sprout
Cause where's it gonna go?
Oh, I can't even say the words
Oh, I know there is nothing worse than what I've been thinkin
Oh, no I don't wanna say the words
Oh but oh, just tell me is it really possible to live?
(Is it, really possible)
Been sittin round too long
Always swearin I'll change
But can't ignore how I'm craving more rain
Listen, don't wanna be gone
Can't we do some sort of exchange?
I'll give my hurt, & you can take my pain
Why do they look after me?
With all my privileged misery
How can it all be worth my beam?
Wish I were alone
Then without guilt I could just hide
Not choke tryin to swallow my pride
And I really don't wanna die
But where'm I gonna go?
Oh, I can't even say the words
Oh, I know there is nothing worse than what I've been thinkin
Oh, no I don't wanna say the words
Oh but oh, just tell me is it really possible to live
I hate when morning comes
If everyone else can do it, why can't I?
If everyone else can do it, why can't I?
(I'm aching)
I hate how I've become
If everyone else can get help, why can't I?
If everyone else can get help, why can't I?
(I'm begging)
I hate when mourning comes
If everyone else can do it, why can't I?
If everyone else can do it, why can't I?
(Stop failing)
I hate how I've become
If everyone else can get help, why can't I?
If everyone else can get help, I can right?
(Save me)
Is it, really possible? Is it, is it, really possible, really possible, really possible
Oh, I know I can make it possible