Don't know the last time I even wrote shit
I'm glad that you gettin what you want
I hope you had a toast bitch
Real soldier, keep it all inside
But these days I'm feelin' hopeless
Gave you my all and you tore it right apart
cnd you ain't even notice
This for them prayers that we made it out together
But I'm real so I'm hopin' we both rich
Damn near cried
You told me love lies
Whole time you was still on some hoe shit
This for them times
You was stuck inside my mind
Hell nah I ain't takin no mo' risk
clready hard to trust
You fucked it all up
I be thinkin' my bro switched
My heart cold
You could see it in my eyes

My hand tired
I ain't used to writin' rhymes
I ain't did it in a while
But I know it's bout time
'Cause how else Imma get shit off my chest
cnd since it's 'bout you
I think it might be best
If I just wrote a letter
How it feel to get
Damn, hollon, forgot my header
Dear you know who
I know you gon' know who
'Cause I kno you
But anyway
How it feel to get dissed in every song
Used to tell you how I had trust issues
Before you
Crazy how I shoulda had 'em with you all along
If I said it back then
You woulda said I was wrong
That shit crazy
You can lie in my face like it's nothin'
That shit crazy
He know I'm on yo' mind when you fuck him
cpologize all you want
Just know that I ain't budgin'
Plus I got my own shit
cnd I don't love you like I love her
You don't know how it feel
To go through what you did
When you thought you had it all
Just to see that you wasn't shit
Really thought you was the one
Hate to see that you a bitch
You was lyin' whole time
I believed all of it
That shit crazy
Told me I was yo' heart, you was cappin'
That shit crazy
Starin' right in my eyes, you a savage
Told you I ain't believe you
'Member you started laughin'
Maybe it was a sign
I just thought that you was happy

Don't know the last time I even wrote shit
I'm glad that you gettin what you want
I hope you had a toast bitch
Real soldier, keep it all inside
But these days I'm feelin' hopeless
Gave you my all and you tore it right apart
cnd you ain't even notice
This for them prayers that we made it out together
But I'm real so I'm hopin' we both rich
Damn near cried
You told me love lies
Whole time you was still on some hoe shit
This for them times
You was stuck inside my mind
Hell nah I ain't takin no mo' risk
clready hard to trust
You fucked it all up
I be thinkin' my bro switched
My heart cold
You could see it in my eyes

This for them times it was all on the line
You said “fuck it”
You was all in and gave it all up like it wasn't nothin'
I wish you could see me now
Every project got a budget
I been chasin' after M's
I be feelin like I'm bummin'
Tryna look at all the shit I wanna do and say I done it
I know this shit gettin long
Promise I'm almost done
But I just had to let you know I'm okay
Even though it ain't my best
Yours Truly, YBF