I don't feel like I'm so alright
I'm losing my internal fight
In my head against me
I am the enemy

I surround myself with sadness
The pain that I feel is endless
I build my walls relentless
Cause I don't take no fucking guests

In my head in my mind
I write these songs but no one minds
The lyrics don't make sense to them
Cause they don't try to understand

My world is black my sun is gone
When I kill myself then you will know
That all these songs had consequences
How do you fight when you feel defenseless

So much easier to end this
Even tho that I know it's senseless
Even tho that I know it's endless
Nothing is better than this
Nah

You can't stop me cause I never break
I keep on making the same mistake
I keep on losing interest again
In making me a better man

I smoke too much and I do some drugs
Never work out but I always run
Trying to outrun my feelings for you even tho that it's not what I supposed to do

Does my life have a fucking point
If I can't love myself enough?
What is the point of this?
What is the point of it?

I wanna be just like you
I wanna be a cool kid too
I wanna be Kurt Cobain
He knew how to end the pain
I wanna be John Lennon
I wanna be Chester Bennington
I wanna be a cool kid too
I wanna be just like you